i hate my drawings
being a bit more open about my relationship with art#art
i've been mentally sick for the past 7 years. it's in the way of my education, hobbies, social life, pretty much everything, and i have no idea what the source is. anyway i'm not here to hyperanalyse my situation, but it should probably explain why i've been hating my art so much. i just don't think it's that good. whenever i get past my bout of art block i end up making something mediocre that i don't really resonate with. there's been a lot of people complimenting me and it makes me really happy but it doesn't change how i feel internally. at the end of the day i make art for myself and if the "myself" doesn't like it then i don't see the point, it just ends up for the public and nothing else, and that's not what i want art to be
it feels wrong to call myself an artist or tell people i do art in the first place, because i feel like i'm making images. it's not very thought provoking, it's eye candy (if you can even call it that) and it's just there. i think my skills are pretty limited in general, only time will tell if i end up making something cool