what is school even about
this really has become a diary#life #mental health
my site hit 100 neocities followers, which is huge! thank you guys. you get a personal update as a treat:
school has been okay. i'm on a special timetable which makes me feel a bit lonely, but a full day is gonna give me burnout. my only goal has been getting maths and english done
recently i have been wanting to be more sociable, because if i keep doing schoolwork like this i will actually fucking go insane. i want to talk to my friends again, but they are either absent or spending time with people who can actually hold a conversation. it's really hard to find other teens who want to sit and chill out because there needs to be a constant stream of interaction or else you're boring. i don't want to be the stereotypical quiet kid, and my sudden obsession with industrial music is certainly not helping... i wish my peers know that i do not hate them and in fact would love to befriend some of them. one day, though, i will become a fun person to be around
still trying to figure out the "talking to people in the real world about my website" stuff. making these updates is a good way to bridge real life with my online space (but not too much)